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[Mar. 3rd, 2009|04:06 am] |
TV evangelists really confuse me. Really. A lot.
Perhaps I'm using the wrong verb. Maybe the word i'm really looking for is annoy. Yes, that'll do nicely. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|04:21 am] |
Ellen, this is for you. Wrote this in word at least 6 months ago. But you know, it's all still relevant....
I hate people. Seriously, really fucking hate them. Yes, this is another angry/cynical post to add to the abundant collection already available on here.
Christ. I HATE people who claim to care about something they know nothing about. For example (and this one really gets my knickers in a knot), people who are so willing to adopt a belief/opinion on something because it’s cool. Fuck form your own opinions.
E.g. ‘I’m going to be punk, so let’s say ‘fuck the government’.’
Do you know anything about the government? Anything about economics (let’s face it, it is the pinnacle of our society, whether you like it or not)? Are you even aware of their policies? Are you aware of why these policies are put into place, and indeed the circumstances surrounding them? You have no fucking right to say something unless you can sufficiently justify it. So don’t you fucking dare come to me and say “screw (some common belief here)” when clearly you have not thought it through and come up with your own conclusion.
Another; “fuck unjust Indonesia”; they HAVE LAWS THERE TOO, fuckwit. It may not have occurred to you but they do have set procedures for evidence, and other court proceedings. And, what’s more is that THEY ARE THERE FOR A REASON. Anyone running drugs to any nation should be fully aware of the legal ramifications, and knowing that, they should judge the risk. I’m not saying that they shouldn’t have done it, but they should be aware of the risks and be willing to suffer the consequences.
You believe in anarchy, right? Well then, I hope if you get your wish that you see the fundamental flaw in this concept; people aren’t altruistic, they are greedy little bastards that will take everything you have in life (friends, family, respect, dignity, integrity etc). Seriously, the next person to come to me and say something like the things mentioned above with out any justification will receive a firm fist in their face. I’m fed up with it, I’m sick of sitting and letting shit like that slide.
“Popularity traded, but at least I would speak”
I know, I’ll never find that I’m a lesser man for speaking my mind. Sure, you can speak your mind too, as long as it is YOUR OWN FUCKING OPINION and you have some sort of a thought process that justifies it. If not, FUCK OFF!
Secondly, if you think I’m soft or less of a person because I don’t drink, and you can’t quite grasp the concept, fuck off. I do what’s right for me, and drinking isn’t it. I respect your fucking decision to drink/take drugs, doesn’t mean that I have to as well. I enjoy being straight and if that threatens you in some way, I’m sorry, but I could care less.
Yet another thing that makes me see red is when people try so hard to be ‘intellectual’. Christ, I see you talking but you really say nothing. Being smart or intellectual isn’t about big words and fancy analogies. It’s about clarity. Cognitive clarity…. Indeed if that makes any sense. I’m not smart. I know I’m not, and I’m ok with that. |
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| Clarity; Perhaps this is a new begining. |
[May. 1st, 2006|12:07 am] |
Fuck. I can't remember the last time my mind was this clear. Seriously, sounds stupid... but... usually feels like its emersed in a thick fog... but its now cleared; all the sights and smells are vivid and clear-cut. Could this be a 'new begining'. Or is it just the 'eye of the storm'; some momentary relief before it sets on again?
This is me. This is how i want to be. I could care less about looks/money or any other superficial characteristic. I want my mind. I want my cognitive abilities restored. Will it be like this tomorrow?
I've probably said this many times before, but i want to be objective; think clearly and positively; be able to decipher and structure arguments intelligently; be able to learn things again; have the motivation to learn; stop procrastinating; be able to CONCENTRATE.
I've spent too long living in the past. The past is something i cannot change or do over. I can't live there; as much as i would like to. Seriously, if i just want my mind, and none of the other personal characteristics matter, theoratically, all i really have to do is emulate whatever it is that mindset was all those years ago. i think, perhaps i have found it. Im holding on to it for dear life. |
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